HLMS concert

This Year's Resolution

I'm proudly to say that my this year's resolution has been accomplished. That was passing both my Theory and Practical Grade 7. YET this year has not been satisfying, I long for something much more but what more do I long?

What Do We Do?

What do you do when everything seems to fall
Like you've lost it all
Everything runs in circles in your head
When you're laying in bed
Late at night when everyones asleep
All you ever want is to scream
And no more do you dream
What do you do when our life is upside down
And on the inside, all you do is frown
Yeah, yeah you give all smiles
But happiness is within miles
What do you do when you dont know what you want
When all you do is put on a front
What do you do when you dont know yourself anymroe
When you're alway looking to the door
Waiting for the darknes to fall
But most of all
What do you do what your heart is ice cold
And love seems old?

Life´s too short to be lukewarm,
This I know,
You can have it all
My every breath,
My every breath.

It's time that we take a pause and reflect what has life mean to you... To seek for what's important in life not the distractions and your dreams but what has been happening around you...

We can't just wait while life pass by, that's just plain waste. Let's all find meaning for our lives and what we're passionate about and work towards it....

Merdeka @ The Curve

Just two videos of it. The 1st one is Ferhad singing 'With You' from Chris Brown and the 2nd is the countdown and then the fireworks while singing the national anthem.

Inspiration

Check this kid out, he just inspires me with his pro childlike guitar playing and not to mention his cuteness. He's amazing...

Theory gone!

I feel superrr relieved that my theory exam's over. I want to thank the people who wished me luck and prayed for me (I needed both of those). I hope I'll be lucky enough to pass this again like last time, I lost so manyy marks for termzz... okay no more theory for now. So for now, what do I do? Move on with life? How? Lets just say I'll need some directions and guidance.

Just recently, I searched my blog in google (nothing better to do)and little did I know, my blog is rated!? http://www.blogged.com/topic/contented It's under 'Miscallaneous' category O.o
They are advertising my blog!? And I found one of my old classmate's blog http://coconutcl8tersblog.blogspot.com/2007/12/another-tragedy.html, there was this post he was talking about me and he mentioned my blog so it was on Google, he was telling other people about my accident and after two months I was doing great, so he said the lesson to be learned is 'to be kind to others and the kindness will return back to you.' I was so touched because there's actually people that is not really close to you cares for you. There's one more, I found my blog in this Bible and Today's Issues!! LOL What did I do to make my blog into THAT!? What a web to be in... http://www.sproutworks.com/topics/bible/2

I'm just so shocked when I found all these. I really didn't know what my blog could do. And I'm glad that people actually read my blog and get something out of it. Thanks readers for reading and contributing to my blog...

Searching

Sorry for not posting for a long time, was busy with all the things happening.

Recently, like just last month, I was feeling so tired physically and spiritually and stress from exams. This question has been popping out in my head during that period of time 'Why Am I doing All These?' and 'Where is God leading me to?' So I just decided to take a break from the stuff I was doing like Youth, FNS, Badminton, Guitar lessons and so on... My purpose is to just look back at what I have done and look at the bigger picture because I got so cought with the things I'm doing, it has become a 'routine'. I saw the warning signs already so I thought I'd better 'Fall Back' and also to get some motivation, my purpose right and passion back.

So during the month of break, I was still stress with my piano practical grade 7 exam that I didnt get to finish all my other homeworks. But still, I felt God saying just hang on. So I was like 'Ok, I'll hang on during this period of time.

After the exam which was at the end of June, I realise that during this break I've learnt that basically your daily time with God is very important because that is where you find strength in everyday and I was just reminded that it is 'He' that is important, not us. Honestly, this year is the worst year I ever had...hehe... because it's so hard. Now I'm still searching for more...